She gave him a half-smile. "Just... things as a kid." Cissnei felt... well she felt a lot of things. Bittersweet was the best way to put it. No doubt she could trust Zack, she'd watched him long enough to know that he was an honest man, but she didn't trust herself.

Cissnei closed her eyes in mild annoyance when the smell of chocolate passed once more. "This is getting out of hand," she said through gritted teeth.

She had told others a million times that repressing emotions weren't healthy, but she did it all the time, her job called for it. So why couldn't she follow through? She took a deep, sharp breath. "Can I trust you?" She wasn't going to come clean, not completely, probably just a tenth of the events, but enough so that whatever the hell this was would stop.

Maybe. And that was a very, very big maybe. So big that if this was a mission she'd think it over more than twice.