He knows it was far too long that he was gone. He was finally ready to stick around and instead had been sent hom.
He'd love to tell her how he was able to close some chapters in his life. While Edgar had helped him to forgive himself, he had really wanted to tell Rachel Goodbye. And it was important that his responsibility to Kefka was taken care of so he could fully appreciate the life he had here on Gaia.
But right now, he didn't feel any of that. He would have happily and freely traded it all for one more smile on her face. He was so disappointed in himself for getting sent home. He was upset that he had caused her pain by his disappearance. He was jealous that the past couple of months had been stolen from them.
He tugged nervously on his bandanna as his voice lowered. "I'm sorry. I ... should have been here with you.
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Date: 2011-05-26 12:33 am (UTC)He'd love to tell her how he was able to close some chapters in his life. While Edgar had helped him to forgive himself, he had really wanted to tell Rachel Goodbye. And it was important that his responsibility to Kefka was taken care of so he could fully appreciate the life he had here on Gaia.
But right now, he didn't feel any of that. He would have happily and freely traded it all for one more smile on her face. He was so disappointed in himself for getting sent home. He was upset that he had caused her pain by his disappearance. He was jealous that the past couple of months had been stolen from them.
He tugged nervously on his bandanna as his voice lowered. "I'm sorry. I ... should have been here with you.